. fuss-free friday .

06Aug10

Happy Friday, loves. It’s crazy to think that in less than a month’s time, Friday will actually start to mean something again. I know this probably doesn’t apply to those who actually have jobs and aren’t summer bums like I am, but since I’ve been out of school, Friday has become just another day of the week; a day no different than the rest. With summer coming to an end, though, and school eagerly waiting to take it’s place, Friday will once again be able claim the title of “Best Day of the Week”; a sign that it’s time to kick back, relax, and let out a huge sigh of relief.

I'm doing my best to cherish the last bit of summer, but at the same time I'm kind of looking forward to going back to school as well. I've gained so much health and clarity over these past few months, and I can't wait to see how my improved condition affects my school life...

And speaking of relief, thank you so much for all of the understanding and supportive comments you left on my last post. It’s comforting to know that I’m not the only one who suffers from the blogging blues, although I have to admit that it’s a bit off-putting at the same time… Blogging can be such a positive little addition to life, and it’s kind of sad to see it become a negative one instead…

Kaiah says thank you for all of the sweet comments you left about her, and she's now convinced that she needs to be given more "air-time". But, she would like you to know that she is a SHE and not a HE.

Yes, it requires a certain time commitment, and it can be incredibly stressful if taken too seriously, but blogging is also a great way to “meet” like-minded people, receive support through many of life’s hardships, share/show-off creative talents, and learn lots of new things; it’s such a shame that all of these positives become so easy to overlook when all we do is focus on the negatives…

As much as I complain about blogging, the reality is that I do owe it quite a bit. Coming across an ED-recovery blog was what opened my eyes to the fact that I have the same kind of problem, and thus it prompted me to start on my own way back to health as well. I’m also convinced that recovery would have been a lot harder than it was had it not been for the encouragement, strength, and support of so many others who were going through the same thing. I’ve made some incredible friendships that I’ll cherish forever, and learned some invaluable lessons that have changed my life…

In addition to the return of school and colder weather, I think one of the saddest things about the end of summer has to be the end of fresh fruit. Even though I've eaten my weight in fresh berries, peaches, mangoes, melons, and cherries over the past few months, I'll still miss them when they're gone...

And then, of course, there’s the food. The blog world has completely redefined the way I eat, and I. am. loving. it. This girl used to consider Mac&Cheese or Beefaroni a pretty damn good meal, aaaaand she probably wasn’t as healthy as she could have been. But since blogging has entered her life, she’s been inspired to try new things and get a lot more creative in the kitchen. As a result, she’s found countless foods that she’s fallen in love with, while developing quite the crush on eating in general.

And I’ll stop talking about myself in the third person now… sorry.

Back in the day, beans, avocado, and pumpkin would never have found themselves in my diet, but now, one of my favorite recipes contains all three... And, it's a recipe that I came up with myself as a result of my increased culinary creativity. I have blogging to thank for that one...

Anywho, thus ends my little blogging-love shpeel. The blog and I are currently in counseling and trying to work things out; hopefully our relationship is on the mend, and we can stop calling each other nasty names very soon. *cough*Jackass*cough*

What? Right. Moving along…

The nice thing about blogging less frequently is having more time to do some of the other things that I enjoy; like playing more video games than I probably should, and finding random things while exploring my backyard…

I found this sucker growing under a tree in my backward while I was out feeding the mosquitos. I don't know much about wild mushrooms, but I DO know that I always think of the phrase "A Shortcut to Mushrooms" from LOTR whenever I see one. I know; I'm a dork... feel free to laugh.

The bad thing about blogging less frequently, however, is having a growing collection of pictures/events that I want to share pile up to the point where no longer know what to show/talk about first…

See, now this kind of situation would normally cause me a decent amount of stress, as I’d be frantically going through all of my pictures trying to figure out how I can present things in the perfect way. But, since that’s something I’m currently working on overcoming, I’m going to do my best to just go with the flow and see what I end up with, which means that things might get a little bit random from here on in…

So what have I been up to lately? Well… a decent amount of this:

Chocolate chip oatmeal cookies are my favorite kind out there, but for a long while, fear had me leaving out the chocolate chips... which kind of defeated the purpose, no? These days, chocolate chips have made a triumphant return, and I couldn't be happier.

I used to use an electric mixer to do all of my mixing when I was baking, but these days I really prefer to do everything by hand. It may take a little extra time and effort, but I find the whole process to be incredibly soothing and de-stressing (is that even a word?).

This was a batch of Super-Charge Me! cookies that I ended up modifying slightly. I left out the shredded coconut (didn't have any), used ¼ cup of maple syrup instead of ½ cup, and replaced half of the flaxmeal with wheat germ... Then I eyed the one that I'd be devouring as they finished baking...

There's nothing like finishing up breakfast only to start baking up a fresh loaf of banana bread. It was my rest day from the gym, and since we've been having such hot weather lately, I decided the best time to bake would be in the morning before it actually started baking outside...

... thus a deliciously dense loaf was born right before lunch, and I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't tempted to try and make a meal of it. Sadly, I didn't, but that's okay because I was able to enjoy some later in the day, and banana bread tastes better when left to sit for a while anyways.

Which obviously means that there’s been plenty of this:

I always try and pick out the cookie that's the most "loaded" with goodies, and I struck gold with this one... Plenty of ooey-gooey melty chocolate chip goodness.

I'm still quite addicted to crumbling cookies into yogurt, and is it just me, or does that orchid look like it's ready to devour my precious snack? Back off buddy, you may be pretty, but I'm a mean one when I'm hungry, and when it comes to protecting my food, I don't mess around...

There have been a lot of days lately where I've been having my daily cup of coffee in the afternoon as opposed to the morning, and a slice of banana bread is a perfect accompaniment to my beloved java... especially when it's topped with melted coconut butter.

Balanced out by a good amount of this:

My meals have been getting more and more random lately, as I try to hit all of my cravings in one go. This was lunch a few days ago, and I was apparently craving hummus, broccoli, carrots, pasta sauce, avocado, a hardboiled egg, and toasted sesame bread...

This was my first attempt at baked pasta in... well... ever, and it was fan-freaking-tastic. While the noodles were cooking, I heated some pasta sauce on the skillet with red bell peppers, mushrooms, and spinach, then mixed that into the noodles, topped it all off with shredded mozza, and threw it into the oven at 350 for around 20 minutes. Oh, cheese, how I love thee.

I'm still going strong with the sesame tofu stir fries... This one had plenty of veggies, a few chunks of a mandarin orange, firm tofu, toasted sesame oil, soy sauce, and was accompanied by shy brown rice that didn't want to be photographed because of an apparent malfunction in the make-up department.

But besides eating plenty of delicious food, I’ve been regularly partaking in another activity which has become incredibly near and dear to my heart… exercise. It’s been about a month since I joined my gym, and I. am. in. love.

Now, before you make any quick assumptions, no, my relationship with exercise is not headed in an unhealthy direction; quite the opposite, actually. Since I’ve started working out regularly, my desire for health has only increased. After spending so many years in a weak and fragile state that left me fatigued even after only walking up a flight of stairs, I’m amazed by my increasing strength, and I only want more.

I know it’s only been a month, and a relatively easy one at that, but I feel so much stronger and more energetic now than I did 30 days ago. I see myself able to go longer, harder, and faster than I could when I first started, and it makes me want to cry from joy. My body is coming back to life, my muscles are rebuilding (my PT said he could see some muscle definition starting to show… WOO!), and I can’t wait to see what changes another month will bring. The body is truly an amazing thing, especially when we treat it properly…

Enjoy your weekend, loves.

Q: What’s your favorite part of blogging? How about exercise?

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36 Responses to “. fuss-free friday .”

  1. I too am sad that the summer is quickly coming to a close but also am looking forward to the change seasons!!!
    Although i have only been blogging a short amount of time i still cannot believe how much i have gained in return – new friends who are constantly supporting me and encouraging me (you especially!!!) and developing a healthy attitude towards food and exercise as well. I also love seeing each bloggers creativity and individuality thru their pictures and wonderful recipes!!!!
    Right now for me my favorite exercise is taking long walks in either the early morning or at dusk. I also love yoga – especially the meditation – it is so relaxing and helps me to focus. Soon i hope to get back to horseback riding and bicycling.
    Love all of your pictures – your eats all look fantastic – !!!
    Hope u have a relaxing weekend !!!!!!! xo aimee

  2. When it comes to exercise, I am starting to LOVE strength training! Like you said, I love the results. And oatmeal choco chip cookies = the BEST. Definitely my favorite as well! I loved that picture where the orchid is about to devour your snack. =P

  3. You have been doing quite a bit of baking, and it all looks so yummy! I’m a big fan of chocolate chip banana bread–combines the best of all worlds :)
    I think my favorite part of blogging is all the inspiration–whether it is new meal ideas or hearing other bloggers’ stories about recovery.
    I haven’t exercised in a long time (doctor’s orders until I can maintain my weight) but yoga still serves as a great stress reliever for me. It’s awesome that you can enjoy exercise without feeling like you have to do it.

  4. I love connecting with different people through blogging, and sharing thoughts on all kinds of topics. As for exercise, I love when my mind gets creative and I brainstorm new projects and ideas.

  5. i’m glad you’ve gotten over your blogging blues!!! i, as well as you, will have to start getting used to the work week once again. i just love summer too much – i don’t want to let it go!!!

  6. To be honest, ever since I started TRULY blogging from the heart, I’ve never been healthier. I’ve started to eat more intuitively (which I thought was something I would NEVER grasp) and I start to branch out of my “safe” foods. Amanda, your blog really helped me come up with meal ideas. Sometimes, even being a chef, I just get overwhelmed with food and I dont know WHAT TO EAT. So your taste seems to be similar to mine, so sometimes, I would look over old posts of yours and make myself that. I also love that by sharing my successes and struggles, I actually help others. I love getting feedback from people sharing how I helped them, even in a small way, it makes me happy and grateful to be alive. Maybe this sounds corny cause I tend to be very cynical and sarcastic, but blogging makes me feel like a I have a purpose.

  7. did the batch of supercharge me cookies super charge that oven of yours too?? cuz those looks MAGICAL!!! <3 hehe. they truly do!

    arent u so happy ur body now loves beans! amazing how we survived in the past without them!!

    xoxo

  8. Hey gorgeous! I totally agree with you, blogging is great because people can be inspiring and very very motivational when you need support. On the other hand, it used to stress me out because I felt like I had to blog every day and that I had to take pictures of evvvverything. Now I just do it when I feel like it.

    I love exercising, wish I could get more of it these days :(

  9. 9 izzy

    Kaiah will be needing her own blog, me thinks. Hopefully all the loving doesn’t go to her head ;) Beauty!

    I have the same feelings about summer – personally, I love the Fall…except when I realize that I’ll be forced to rely on apples and canned pumpkin fruit-wise :\ This depresses me…I loooove my fresh berriess!!! :(

    Pasta bake! How beyond amazing is it, non? Doesn’t the ooey-gooey cheese just MAKE it?!! (Statement – not question ;P) Seeing your baking shots always puts me in the mood to get in the kitchen and make a batch of chocolate oatmeal cookies ;) Those guys and that superstar bread look tooo too good!!

    izzyy
    xoxoxo

  10. Okay, it’s official. When I get rich and famous, you will be hired as my personal chef to come live with me and cook all my meals! Okay? Okay, now that that’s settled! :)

    I coulldn’t have said it better about the benifit of blogging, in recovery. I really think finding all the recovery blogs was the turning point for me. I finally stopped denying because I could see myself in other girls. I could relate to their thoughts and disordered behavior. But they all (including you!) showed me that enough is enough. I have to change if I ever want to be happy again.

    This may sound weird but I think the best part about exercise, is getting to stretch! Like when you’re a little sore from a workout or something, and you stretch out you muscles. It feels sooooo good!!

    <3 Tori

  11. I’ve been on a pasta kick over the past few weeks and I must say your pasta bake looks lovely :-)
    I hope you and blogging continue to heal your relationship ;) My favourite part of blogging is definitely the people. I never imagined making so many awesome friends, some of whom I’ve ended up meeting in real life, and it’s so cool to have people to share my art with. I enjoy following the lives of people across the world, and the plethora of different perspectives I have encountered.

    Exercise and I still need to get re-aquainted, and I think my fear of going back to it stems from the past, when it always ended up consuming me and my life. I guess I’m still scared of that happening even now…

    Sarah x

  12. Oh my dear, your cookies and banana bread look soooo good! And I totally feel your concerns for school. This past summer I’ve really made a lot of headway with eating more healthy, nourishing meals. I really wonder if I’m ever going to be able to eat and cook like this when I have to share a tiny kitchen (and fridge!) with 4 other girls.

  13. I envy your ability to treat Friday just like any other day…oh the good old days of summer vacation! Enjoy it on my behalf please.

    My favorite part of blogging are all the great people I’ve been able to meet. I am going to another blog meet up tomorrow and I can’t wait.

    My favorite part of exercise? I love being outdoors around dusk with the fog coming over…running or walking without a care in the world is the best feeling ever.

  14. Hmmmm… You’re posts always leave me hungry-thank God it’s already time for brekkie here, hehe :) I’m trying to get back on track with excercise now, too! I just ordered an elliptical for my living room. I’m too cheap to pay a gym every month, b/c my fave thing to use is the elliptical anyway. Well we’ll see how it will work out for me, as I definitely have to take it easy and try to not overdo it. I’m really longing for that energized and vital feeling you mentioned – totally inspiring! Well, I guess I have to enter the kitchen now and whip up something featuring bananas ;) have a lovely weekend! xoxo Mel

  15. It’s been much too long since I’ve made Super Charge Me cookies – I think I need to purchase the ingredients to make a batch as Allen and I both love them. My favourite part of exercise is probably the fact that it’s ‘me’ time and I get a chance to completely de-stress and the natural endorphin release after a good workout.

  16. i love the subtle humor you write with. love. it. beautiful dog, again, and the coconut butter on banana bread looks like something i’d die for! …or kill for… i don’t know which. ;)

    my favorite kind of exercise is dance!! i love it so much and do it too much if there is such a thing. mostly swing but a bit of everything, generally at least four hours a day. :) other than that i like walking around my neighborhood and running a bit, but i’m not a good runner at all, lol.

  17. I can’t believe how your meals always look so wonderful and appetizing. I’m getting hungry just by looking at them :) )
    Blogging has really helped me a lot, having a place where I can put my thoughts out, and having wonderful people understand my ramblings. So much people, with their wonderful comments, helped me through some really rough periods, and I appreciate it so much.

  18. Your dog is sooo sweet! I love the eats in this post, I want a bit (well, more than one bite!) of each and every single item of food you show: wow!

    Hope you’ll have a wonderful weekend:)

    xxx Julia (Taste of Living)

  19. The body truly is magical. Each little “job” that it does is so complex and simple at the same time, I am left truly in awe. I’m not saying “good-bye” to summer yet in the same way, because back in the Philippines the warm weather is going as strong as ever, though I feel a certain sadness at the end of “childhood”. Some days I feel like I’m standing at the edge of a cliff, teetering ever closer, about to jump but afraid to. It still feels surreal to me that high school is over and I am beginning a new chapter in my life. That said, I want to keep exercising, because I’ve realized again and again how it makes me feel stronger and happier – yet how it’s one of the first things I push back on when I’m stressed/ don’t have much time for myself.
    I will be going to colder weather soon, and the time will come when I, too, will mourn fruits, berries, tropical fruits, etc. Till then I am eating my fill of coconuts and mangoes.

  20. Just got caught up on your last few posts. About the blogging blues: I can SO relate! I was actually without internet for about four days this week, and it was glorious because I knew I COULDN’T blog. I didn’t take pictures, I just enjoyed life. And I missed it so much! I think it’s important to take little breaks in order to get re-excited about blogging!

    Favorite part of blogging is definitely the people. It’s such a warm, welcoming community, and I love reading all of my friends’ posts. And looking at food porn, of course!

    Hope your weekend is off to a great start!!

  21. Haha, unfortunately my “summer” is going to consist of the next week! I’ve been taking summer classes, and finals just ended this past Tuesday… fall semester resumes a week from this coming Monday!

    Are you still taking nutrition classes? Or finishing another degree?

    Favorite part of blogging: connecting with other like-minded people, and getting and giving support… sharing my thoughts, and gaining new perspectives… and being inspired to try new eats! ;)

    Favorite part of exercise: well, my exercise is still minimal, but it does improve my appetite and helps me feel less guilty about eating (I’m getting over those negative feelings anyway, but any extra help, helps!) Also, it makes me feel more confident and comfortable in my skin—not because of calorie-burning potential, but the power of my body and the bit of strength in my muscles still amazes me!

  22. 22 Fi

    I love hitting the *Publish* button, :) but i enjoy the process too and i also like looking at what i have written after i publish it. I am glad u have established how u feel towards blogging. You have inspired me to bake more, so thankyou for that! :)
    I am touch and go with exercise, I walk, do some yoga, but have to learn to seperate food from exericse. Like you, though, I have learned so much from the blogland and am happy to be part of it!
    xx

  23. I realllyy enjoyed this happy post! You gave me the baking bug again, and I’m excited to pull out the aluminum bowls and fill ‘em with wets, dries, all while the oven is heating up. I love blogging because of the lovely people I read about, the creative mouth-watering recipes, and the subtle lessons in food photography. Beautiful!! Exercise? Well, utter joy health, an all around blessing!

  24. Don’t say summer is ending, pleeeeaasee!! No more sun, no more t-shirts and no more fruuuit as you said.
    I love your eats, and the way you changed your eating routine of fast food. And the way you are dealing with recovery, learning also to eat better than you did before the Ed is so admirable!!
    Blogging is helping me too. When I struggle I sit down, breathe and sometimes I just read other girls’ blogs, about how they struggled and got back on track, how they managed to get over it. Because you can find people who have had quite the same experience, which is not easy to find in real world.
    But never feel obliged to write, you really have to do it if you enjoy doing it.
    Have a nice weekend!!
    Xo

  25. Ahh I cannot believe that SUMMER IS ENDING!!! that is INSANE!!!!!
    I def eat MORE than I did before ED! hahah. isnt it funny how things like that happen? So proud of you girl- u have come SUCH A LONG WAY! and you are making me want to bake some pasta!! that may have to happen ASAP. love you!

  26. My favorite thing about blogging is how it forces me to make sense of my thoughts.

  27. Friday is about to mean something to me, too. Pretty much the whole summer I have had no idea what day it was, so ‘looking forward to the weekend’ meant nothing to me.

    My favorite thing about blogging is seeing other people make progress and find hope (recovery blogs) and getting food ideas and recipes (healthy living blogs). And exercise has always been a great way for me to feel good about gaining strength back.

  28. My favorite part of blogging? The people. No question about it. I have met so many amazing and inspiring people and it’s actually because of this reason that I am still blogging. Whenever I feel like it’s becoming a chore I just think of the friends it has allowed me to make and I suddenly feel inspired to blog again.

    As for exercise.. loooooooooooooooove. I absolutely ADORE feeling strong and it utterly confuses me how some people can be fine with not exercising at all. It’s such a beautiful and powerful thing, something we were BORN to do.. I can’t imagine a life without running or strength training. :)

  29. Fantastic!! I am swallowing my nerves and joining the gym too, since I am the only one in my family who hasn’t . . . I’ve always loved walking/jogging but I’m keen to strengthen all of my muscles. So happy for you!! :)

    xoxo

  30. I’m kind of excited to get back to school too. I have a feeling this year will be a lot more enjoyable for the both of us! :)

    Although I sometimes complain about blogging, there is so much I love about it that outweigh the negatives. Mostly I love the people! It’s so awesome to have such a supportive group at my fingertips (and also people who share my foodie obsessions ;) ). And I can’t say enough how thankful I am for all the blogs that opened my eyes to how much I was depriving myself. Blogs showed me that being healthy does not mean avoiding treats and fats and starving myself.

    All the baking you’ve been doing looks amazing! Oatmeal chocolate chip cookies are my favourite too. In fact, my grandma just made me a batch, and this reminded me I haven’t had one yet today! :D

  31. Funny, this topic came up today while I was meeting a fellow blogger, who also is using her blog to recover from her ED….blogs can divide into two totally different ends of the spectrum. For me, blogging was a huge asset, and I gained SO much out of it. But as you said it can also be stressful…the important thing is to be clear about the purpose of our blogs: it’s first and foremost for US, our own happiness and peace. If it gets stressful or leads you to other disordered ways, it is time to take a break until we can find a happy medium again.

  32. I’m missing summer already, too… :( There are many reasons why it is my favorite season, after all!

    And I’m the same way lately about not using an electric mixer… though I must say that a huge part of the stress release is because I don’t have to wash the darn thing! :p

    <3 <3

  33. Please don’t remind me that summer’s coming to an end soon :( We should all still try and enjoy living in the present moment, right?

    I’ve been blogging every other day, and I always have way too much pictures to share too! I want to share everything, but can’t always find a way to present them in an eloquent and unrandom manner (well, most of my posts are anyways..haha).

    Anyways…OMIGOSH THE BANANA BREAD! I love me some super moist and soft banana bread straight from the oven!

  34. I’m actually really looking forward to school starting again (and Fridays having a meaning)! And I’m glad to hear that you’re enjoying exercise again :) I’ve been reading your blog for about half a year (!?) and it’s awesome to see how much you’ve changed/progressed. My favorite part of blogging is the whole community/friendliness/support.

    Oh, and this is really random…don’t think I’m weird or anything…but we have the exact same thumbs. Like, they look the *exact* same. Ok, that was weird hahaaa

  35. Here’s a moment of silence for summer……… Yes, It will be greatly missed ;)

    Your photography is awesome, did you know that? It is seriously good!! I guess it doesn’t hurt that you are photographing delicious food though ;) And I am SO glad your relationship with blogging is back to a positive one :) I love reading your posts when you are happy!!

    And to answer your question, I like the competition in my sport, cycling. I guess I am competitive, but am too nice because I always let my opponents have what they want!

    Hope you are having a great day!

    Scott

  36. I love everything going on in this post. Seriously… yum! And what exactly is that beans, avocado, and pumpkin mixture? It looks so good! Oh, and so do the cookies and banana bread… mmmmm. :)


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